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Guo Jingming, the first victim of China's urbanization

2024-12-19

Guo Jingming, the first victim of China's urbanization

Zhen Gu Research Laboratory

·2024-12-11 13:38

Everyone has been trendy in spirit for a long time, but he is still in the wealthy world

Guo Jingming's latest play 'The Great Dream Returns to Departure' has basically been released. Guo Jingming, who was ridiculed as having "three pounds of powder on his face, speaking slowly, and the biggest filter on", has become a new joke for netizens to revel in.


Guo Jingming, because he entered the city early, relied on selling flashy and extravagant city images in the early days, and was able to deceive a group of middle and high school students into following him. Now China's urbanization rate has exceeded 65%, and the boy and girl who used to be Guo Jingming now understand the aesthetics of modern life and works better than Guo Jingming. Guo Jingming has gone from being one of the first beneficiaries of China's urbanization to becoming a sacrificial lamb, with the core being one word - soil.


Difference in elevation

17-year-old Guo Jingming came to Shanghai for the first time to participate in the final of the New Concept Essay Competition. A thin and frail figure walked out of the airport, and in front of him was the bustling metropolis of the East, which was ten thousand times more prosperous than his hometown. That was in 2000, Shanghai's GDP was 45.51 billion yuan, and Guo Jingming's hometown, Fushun County, Zigong City, had a GDP of 3.5 billion yuan.


In a nostalgic program, Guo Jingming recalled the moment he first stepped out of the Shanghai subway station: "There is no subway in my hometown. The first time I took the subway, I realized that trains could run underground. When I came out, there was People's Square above, which was very bustling. The shock these scenes gave me was indescribable in words at that time


Guo Jingming lives in the county town, but the conditions are not difficult. My father works in a state-owned enterprise and my mother works in a bank. Living in the local area is considered well-off. There is only one self perceived shortcoming, a height of less than 1.6, which is due to being short in stature caused by childhood sepsis, and being bullied frequently in daily life, known as the "stickman".


Teenagers cannot bear the pressure of being different, coupled with adolescent rebellion, which has developed their insecure and sensitive personality.


In the second and third year of junior high school, Guo Jingming could argue with his father every morning, it was just a trivial matter, but every day he could have fresh excuses. For example, if the sound of brushing teeth is too loud, my dad will say, 'Why are you brushing so loudly?'. I don't argue with my mom, she just cries, 'I think my mom is smarter.'.


The upbringing environment shaped Guo Jingming's inner tension, and writing became his outlet for anger and resentment.


In his senior year of high school, Guo Jingming released his first collection of essays and short stories, "The Edge of Love and Pain," which depicted both the brightness of youth and the gloom of sensitive youth. He wrote in the book, "We thought we were looking for a lock, but in fact we were looking for the lost key


Coming from Zigong to Shanghai to participate in the New Concept Essay Competition, Guo Jingming's heart has added another scar left by the regional development gap.


In the award-winning work "If there is no sun tomorrow" in the first competition, Guo Jingming wrote: I walked on the road with beautiful French wutong trees on both sides, and I always wondered whether my mother would wrap coins in dumplings and sit at the table waiting for me. If there is no sun next year, lend me a pair of black wings and I will fly home.


Even stubborn teenagers will think of their mothers when they are unfamiliar and lonely.




Picture | Street View of wutong Trees in Shanghai


After studying film and television directing at Shanghai University, Guo Jingming's gap with his surroundings became even greater. He found that 'the clothes I wear and use in the county town are the best', but after coming, he saw his classmates changing their phones from time to time and wearing different clothes every day, 'realizing that they are all the worst'. When interviewed by Yang Lan, he used this passage to answer the host's question, 'What is the biggest humiliation after entering society?'.


In an interview with Chen Luyu, he blurted out, "Shanghai University is a very abnormal university because all the classmates in the class are from Shanghai, but I am from out of town. The teacher teaches in Shanghai dialect, which I cannot understand


The school requires students in film and television directing to be equipped with high-performance computers DV、 There were three cameras, but Guo Jingming calculated and found that "this was equivalent to the down payment of a car at that time, the salary of my parents who didn't eat or drink for three or four months", feeling very guilty and disappointed.


At this moment, his inherent stubbornness once again saved him. He recorded all the teacher's classes and began to spend three months self-learning Shanghai dialect. Half a month later, his mother gave him money to buy filming equipment.


The energy of hydropower comes from the altitude difference of rivers and lakes. And Guo Jingming's creative energy came from his sensitive and abundant inner and external experiences at that time, which opened up a gap between him and countless middle and high school students from the beginning.


The work that best embodies this energy gap is undoubtedly the "Tiny Times" series. In the four part quatrain known as the one full of the scent of materialism, many golden phrases are either popular or deadly.




Image | Guo Jingming's output comes from information gap


For example, "The things that a child needs are so simple and clear... Listen to me, now go to my room, wrap him in a Herm è s cashmere shawl, and stuff a LV wallet in his hand... (No way) How about switching to a PRADA dress


Some people who have experienced pain will hide it and not let others endure it again. But Guo Jingming transformed the pain into a dagger and stabbed others. People who love this kind of thing will love it to the death, thinking that this is the truth of urban life. Those who do not love are dismissed as materialistic and meaningless.


From the results, relying on the information gap in the city, Guo Jingming has shown more struggling middle and high school students as well as young people the flashy city and the possible redemption. This output method has also contributed to the IP of "Writer Guo Jingming".


In the context of urbanization, Guo Jingming's influence on young people in small towns far exceeds that of the enlightenment generation "Ma Xiaojun" in "Animal Fury" and is slightly lower than that of the brainwashing generation "Chen Haonan" in "Gangster Boy".


Business Transformation

Zhang Qiang, who graduated from the Chinese Department of Peking University, became the Vice General Manager of China Film Group 10 years ago. In 2013, his participation in the film "Chinese Partners" was a success.


In the same year, Guo Jingming began directing and adapted the film "Tiny Times 1.0 Folding Age" that he had published four years earlier. Zhang Qiang purchased the film adaptation right and recommended Chai Zhiping, the "Godmother of Idol Drama" in Taiwan, China, China, as the supervisor. Chai was responsible for the film style, the creation team and the financial budget, to protect Guo Jingming. Guo Jingming originally lacked confidence, but now he has a strong team and is confident, and Director Guo 1.0 has emerged.


Tiny Times 1 gathers various big name stars, with an investment of 50 million yuan and a production cost of 40 million yuan. Guo Jingming personally invested 10 million yuan, and the money visibly did not flow much into the plot, but into the entertainment industry. According to statistics, more than 7000 sets of branded clothing were prepared for the four films, all of which were from top tier brands.


In the movie, the protagonist Gu Li changed into 115 sets of clothes, wearing a diamond ring worth 1.4 million yuan and Fendi fur worth 260000 yuan. The school uniforms in the movie are all custom-made Burberry, all Nike at the sports meet, and even LV handbags are used when packing luggage.


The scenes in the movie are also extremely luxurious. Gu Li lives in a riverside view room on the Bund and uses Herm è s blankets. Even Guo Jingming took out his own mansion, including the old house of Wang Jingwei's fourth aunt that he purchased, all of which were used as scenery.




Picture | Guo Jingming's Study


After the movie was aired, many people criticized its materialism. The ratings of the four films on Douban are hovering around 5 points, but this does not prevent the total box office of the "Tiny Times" series from approaching 2 billion yuan, and the audience has achieved money with money.


With "Tiny Times", Guo Jingming completed the transformation from text and images to video. Through the output of his writer identity, he not only filled the spiritual black hole of "emotional Guo Jingming", fought back and defeated the "inner inferiority caused by material and external dissatisfaction in the past", but also completed the wealth carnival of "rational Guo Jingming" as a film director in commercial operations, achieving his personal great era.


This has been expressed very clearly in a program he once accepted called 'Wealth Life'. The current theme of the program is called 'Literary Youth Who Can Do Business'.


Guo Jingming said on the program, "I am a rational and emotional person myself. Writing novels has a keen sense of touch and capture of the world, and can release your inner emotions. At the same time, I am a science student, and I also hope to have a lot of sense of achievement. In terms of running a company, there are many business rules, and it is no longer as emotional as writers. How can you play brilliantly within the prescribed framework, seize enough market share, and beat your opponents beautifully? This is another kind of bloody pleasure. These two kinds of pleasure are different. Personally, I sacrifice a little more personal time than being greedy


After achieving great success, renowned Shanghai host Cao Kefan complimented him with intricately designed questions. How could such a concentrated and exquisite body of yours burst out with so much energy




Image | Cao Kefan interviews Guo Jingming


He replied, "My thinking is quite flexible and I can turn things around quickly. I don't set any rules or limitations for myself. Anything has a curiosity for me. This curiosity also drives me to quickly want to know him


However, Guo Jingming's three pronged approach - worshiping money, hype, and Guo's aesthetics - cannot always be effective.


The 2015 film "Jue Ji" had an investment of over 200 million yuan and a box office of less than 400 million yuan. It is said to have suffered a huge loss after being distributed. The TV drama adaptation of "Fantasy City" in 2016 received an investment of 360 million yuan, with the original novel receiving a rating of 7.3 on Douban and the TV series receiving 3.5 points. Its ratings and reputation were both impressive.


Guo Jingming angrily shouted, "Is it only when I die that you won't continue to curse?" On the surface, it was a response to public criticism, but in reality, it was considered guilty, and his "talent realization" reached a turning point of failure.


The flashy narrative that was once sold to middle and high school students suddenly came to an end one day. Some people say that it's because the growth of young people is faster than Guo Jingming's iteration.


The first group of urban victims

In 2000, China's urbanization rate was 36%. By 2024, China's urbanization rate will exceed 65%. How many young people enter the city, Guo Jingming's urban flashy narrative will reveal more flaws.


On November 1, 2024, the highly anticipated costume drama "Big Dream Returns" officially started scoring on Douban platform, with a score of 4.9, which is no improvement compared to the "Tiny Times" series.


Many viewers commented that watching this drama by Guo Jingming felt "very awkward" throughout the entire process. From the makeup and character design of the actors to the arrangement of the plot, they all present a false sense of emptiness.


For example, in terms of makeup, "three pounds of powder on the face, slow speech, and maximum filter opening" has become Director Guo's latest aesthetic, and later the series was criticized for "Japanese style" and urgently rectified.


A rational audience believes that Director Guo is able to capture the beauty of actors' faces and is willing to decorate the scenery with fancy art, but he still doesn't care about the plot and only cares about the appearance.


Looking back at the past few years, Guo Jingming has hit many streets.


At the end of 2020, Guo Jingming heavily released the movie "Qing Ya Ji" in an attempt to prove his directorial skills to everyone who had mocked him. However, he swept the Golden Broom Award for the most disappointing director along with the simultaneous release of "Jue Ji 2: Cold Blooded Banquet". The audience did not buy it, and the "Guo 2.0 era" was turned away.


In 2023, Guo Jingming finally managed to regain some popularity with "Cloud Feather", but observant viewers discovered that he had placed his actors Cheng Lei, Amy, Sun Chenjun, and his most respected Tian Jiarui in more exciting subplots, which is unclear.


Guo Jingming may be a bit overconfident in himself, naively thinking that as long as he outputs clich é d stories of changing soup without changing medicine within the market validated framework, he can always be pursued by fans.


Little do they know that in the present, ordinary people who have experienced the wind and knife cutting of the times - from drinking from Starbucks back to Ice and Snow City, from eating 19.9 yuan hot pot from Panther, from sitting in a Didi driver's seat at an office desk, from dedicating themselves to love to no longer considering love as the main thread of life - have become mentally "mature". This makes Guo, who is still performing brilliantly and with a plastic feel in front of everyone, seem ridiculous.






In the process of rapid urbanization in China, the younger generation seeks identity and emotional support in literary works


Yao Liang, who is already 33 years old this year, was once a "Guo Jingming boy" who chased after a fourth child.


In 2006, Yao Liang, who was only 15 years old at the time, was in a county town in Hubei Province, flipping through the circulating "The Most Novel" in his class. In the slightly luxurious life diary of the creator, it is written that author A bought a new branded piece of clothing, and author B bought a cup of Starbucks. He saw a parallel life of his longing for the city in it.


Four years later, Yao Liang was selected for the second "Literary New" Writing Newcomer Selection Competition hosted by "The Most Novel", a composition version of Super Girl Super Boy, with judges including Liu Zhenyun, Zhou Guoping, Cao Wenxuan, and others. Winning the competition can earn you a customized newbie plan worth 1 million yuan.


45 contestants from across the country gathered at Beijing Changjiang Literature and Art Publishing House, with cameras covering both sides of the corridor, forming a formation resembling celebrities walking on the red carpet. The organizer changed them into white shirts, did a good job of styling, makeup, and hair, inspiring these teenagers to socialize like they were in a world of fame and fortune.


Yao Liang clearly remembers that in the second round of selection, 30 contestants had to walk through a long and dark corridor one by one, and each "audience" had to walk for 5 minutes. The mentor who announced their fate sat on the sofa chair at the end of the corridor.


Unfortunately, Yao Liang did not ultimately follow Guo Jingming's path. In the end, he only received an eliminated version of the line 'Promise me, you must write it forever'.


That night, 15 qualified contestants changed into evening gowns provided by the organizers and went to a high-rise building in Guomao for a celebration banquet, where they drank until they got drunk in the Champagne Tower. Yao Liang, who missed out on this glamorous life, once felt deeply frustrated. Under the support and preparation in the first half of the competition, he felt like a second rate person.


But now, more than a decade has passed, and the former Guo Jingming boy Yao Liang has returned to being an ordinary person with common interests, hobbies, and dreams. He claimed that he had already stepped out of Guo Jingming's mind, and his carefully designed elimination sentence - "Please make sure to write it down" - "can only hurt me 10 years ago


When the young man met Guo Jingming at the crossroads of the mansion and the old dilapidated small intersection, Guo Jingming still lived in the mansion, but the young man had already desensitized and was destined to become the most familiar stranger to each other.


At that moment, Guo Jingming had almost become a victim of the wave of urbanization in China, with narcissistic writing but no one paying for it.


Note: Yao Liang is a pseudonym in the text


This article is from the WeChat official account "Zhengulab Research Office" (ID: zhengulab), written by Sun Yue, edited by Gong Zheng, and released by authorization.


The viewpoint of this article only represents the author himself, and the 36Kr platform only provides information storage space services.




郭敬明,中国城市化的第一个牺牲品

真故研究室·2024-12-11 13:38
大家精神上都时髦已久,他还在阔气的土

郭敬明的最新剧作《大梦归离》基本上扑了。被揶揄为“脸上三斤粉,说话慢吞吞,滤镜开最大”的郭敬明最新美学,成了网民狂欢的新段子。

郭敬明因为进城早,早期靠兜售浮华奢靡的城市镜像,还能忽悠到一群初高中生的追随。现在中国的城市化率突破了65%,曾经的郭敬明男孩、女孩,现在比郭敬明更懂现代生活和作品的审美。郭敬明已经从中国城市化的第一批获利者,反向沦为了城市化的牺牲品,核心就是一个字——土。

落差

17岁的郭敬明第一次来到上海,参加新概念作文大赛决赛。一副瘦弱的身躯走出机场,眼前是比老家繁华一万倍的东方第一都会。那是2000年,上海GDP4551亿,郭敬明的老家自贡市富顺县GDP 35亿。

在一档忆苦思甜的节目中,郭敬明回忆初次走出上海地铁站那一刻的心境:“我的家乡没有地铁,第一次坐地铁时,才知道火车能在地下跑。出来后,上面是人民广场,非常的繁华,这些场景给我的震撼在当时是难以用语言形容的。”

郭敬明生活在县城,但条件并不艰苦。爸爸在国企,妈妈在银行,在当地生活属于小康。只有一项自认为的缺憾,身高不足1.6,这是由于幼年患败血症导致的身材矮小,生活里没少挨欺负,被称为“火柴人”

少年无法承担“与众不同”的压力,叠加青春期的叛逆,养成了他自卑敏感的个性。

初二初三时,郭敬明每天早上起床都可以和爸爸吵一架,都是鸡毛蒜皮的小事,但每天都可以有新鲜的由头。比如刷牙声大了,爸爸就会说“你刷这么大声干嘛”。倒是不和妈妈吵,妈妈只是哭,“我觉得我妈比较聪明”。

成长环境塑造了郭敬明的内在张力,写作成了他胸中愤懑的抒发口。

高三时,郭敬明发布了第一部散文与短篇作品集《爱与痛的边缘》,里面既写了青春时光的明朗,也写了少年敏感时期的阴郁。他在书中写到:“我们以为要找的是锁,其实要找的是那串丢失的钥匙。”

从自贡来上海参加新概念作文大赛,郭敬明的内心深处,又多加了一道地域发展落差刻下的疤痕。

在第一次参赛的获奖作品《假如明天没有太阳》中,郭敬明写道:我走在两边长满美丽法国梧桐的马路上,我总是在想妈妈会不会在饺子里包好硬币,然后坐在桌前等我。假如明年没有太阳,借我一对黑翅膀,我要飞回家。

即便是倔强的少年,也会在陌生寂寞时想妈妈。

图|上海的梧桐树街景

在上海大学就读影视编导系后,郭敬明与周遭的落差更甚。他发现“我在县城穿的衣服、用的都是最好的”,但来后看到同学们时不时就换一个手机,每天都穿不一样的衣服,“发现自己都是最差的”。在接受杨澜采访时,他把这一段用来回答主持人“出社会后最大的屈辱是什么”

而在接受陈鲁豫采访时,他更是脱口而出,“上海大学是一所非常变态的大学,因为班级里的同学都是上海人,就自己是外地的,老师用上海话讲课,听不懂。”

学校要求影视编导的学生,要配齐高性能的电脑、DV、相机三样,而郭敬明一算,发现“这相当于当时一辆车的首付,我父母三四个月不吃不喝的薪水”,感到很内疚和失落。

这时骨子里的倔强又拯救了他。他把老师的课都录下来,开始花三个月自学沪语。半个月后,他的妈妈给了他买拍摄器材的钱。

水电的能量来自于河湖的海拔落差。而郭敬明的创作能量,来自于当时他敏感丰沛的内心与外在遭遇,从一开始就与万千初高中生之间拉开了差距。

最能体现这种落差能量的作品当属《小时代》系列。被称为充满着物欲横流气味的四部曲里,诸多金句要么脍炙人口,要么杀人诛心。

图|郭敬明的输出来自于信息差

比如“小孩儿需要的那几样东西那么简单明了……听我的,现在去我房间,拿一条爱马仕的羊绒披肩把他包裹起来,然后塞一个LV的钱包在他手里……(不行)换一条PRADA的裙子呢?”

有的人遭受过痛苦,便会把这份痛苦藏起,不让他人再经受。但郭敬明则将痛苦转化成匕首,刺向他人。爱这一套的人会爱得死去活来,认为这就是城市生活的真相。不爱的人则斥为拜金虚无。

从结果看,依靠城市信息差,郭敬明向更多身处困顿中的初高中以及青年人,展示了浮华的城市,以及可能得到的救赎,这一套输出方式也成就了“作家郭敬明”这一IP。

在城市化语境下,郭敬明之于小镇青年的影响力,远超《动物凶猛》启蒙一代“马小军”,略低于《古惑仔》洗脑一代“陈浩南”。

商业转型

北京大学中文系毕业的张强,在10年前做中影集团副总经理。2013年,他参与的电影《中国合伙人》获得成功。

同一年,郭敬明开始做导演,电影化他四年前出版的《小时代1.0折纸时代》。张强购买了电影改编权,并向郭敬明推荐了中国台湾“偶像剧教母”柴智屏来做监制,从影片风格到创作团队、财务预算,都由柴来把关,为郭敬明保驾护航。郭敬明本来心中没底气,这下有了强人班底,胸有成竹,郭导1.0横空出世。

《小时代1》云集了各大牌明星,投资金额5000万,制作费用4000万,郭敬明个人投资1000万,钱肉眼可见地没太多流向剧情,流向了服化道。有统计称四部电影共准备了7000多套品牌服装‌,且全部都是一线大牌。

电影中,主人公顾里换了115套衣服,戴着140万的钻戒、穿着26万的Fendi皮草‌。电影中的校服都是定制的Burberry,运动会上全员Nike,甚至打包行李时使用的都是LV手袋‌。

电影中的场景也奢华至极。顾里住的是外滩江景房、用的是爱马仕毛毯。甚至郭敬明还拿出了自家豪宅,包括他购买的汪精卫四姨太的旧宅‌,全部都用来做布景。

图|郭敬明的书房

电影播出后,批评其拜金主义的人很多。四部曲豆瓣评分都在5分上下徘徊,但这并不妨碍《小时代》系列总票房加起来接近20亿,观众用金钱成就了金钱。

凭借《小时代》,郭敬明完成了从图文到视像的转型,通过作家身份的输出,既填补了“感性郭敬明”的精神黑洞,还击和战胜了“曾经的物质和外在不满足导致的内心自卑”,又在商业运作上,以电影导演的新身份完成了“理性郭敬明”的财富狂欢,成就了个人的大时代。

这在他曾经接受的一档名为《财富人生》的节目里,已表达得很清晰。节目的当期主题叫做“会做生意的文学青年”

郭敬明在节目中说:“我本身是一个理性又感性的人,写小说对世界的触觉、捕捉都是很敏锐的,能释放你内心的情绪。同时我又是学理科的,我也希望有很多成就感,在经营公司方面,有许多的商业规则,它不再像作家那样那么感性,你要怎么在规定好的框架内,玩得精彩,去抢占你足够多的份额,去把对手打得漂亮,这又是另一种血淋淋的快感,这两种快感是不一样的,我个人比较贪心,就牺牲多一点个人时间。”

在功成名就之后,上海知名主持人曹可凡用精巧设计的问题恭维他。“你这么浓缩精致型的身体里,怎么迸发出这么大的能量?”

图|曹可凡采访郭敬明

他答:“我思维比较灵活,转得比较快,不太给自己设置一些条条框框的限制,任何一个东西对我来说都有好奇心。这种好奇心也会驱使我,很快想要了解他。”

不过,郭敬明的三板斧——拜金、炒作、郭氏美学,并不能一直显灵。

2015年的《爵迹》,投资超过2亿元,票房不到4亿,分完账据说赔惨了。2016年《幻城》改编的电视剧,3.6亿投资,原著小说豆瓣评分7.3,电视剧3.5分,收视率口碑双双扑街。

郭敬明怒喊:“是不是只有我死了,你们才不会继续骂?”表面上是迎击舆评,实际上被认为是心虚,自己的“才智变现”迎来失灵的转折点。

曾经向初高中生们兜售的浮华叙事,突然到了有一天不管用的时刻。有人说,是因为青年们的成长,快于郭敬明的迭代。

都市第一批牺牲者

2000年,中国城市化率36%。2024年,中国城市化率突破65%。有多少年轻人进城,郭敬明的城市浮华叙事,就会露出更多破绽。

2024年11月1日,备受瞩目的古装剧《大梦归离》在豆瓣平台正式开分,4.9分的成绩与《小时代》系列比毫无长进。

很多观众评价,看这部郭敬明的剧,全程感觉“很尴尬”。从演员的妆造、人设到剧情安排,都呈现出了一种假大空的塑料感。

比如妆造上,“脸上三斤粉,说话慢吞吞,滤镜开最大”成了郭导的最新美学,后剧集又被投诉“倭风”紧急整改。

理智的观众认为,郭导能把演员的脸拍美,也舍得砸花里胡哨的美术置景,但仍然是不在意剧情,只在意造型。

回顾过去几年,郭敬明已经扑街多部。

2020年尾,郭敬明重磅推出电影《晴雅集》,想向所有嘲讽过他的人证明自己导演功力的长进,结果与同期推出的《爵迹2冷血狂宴》一起横扫了金扫帚奖最令人失望导演。观众不买账,“郭导2.0时代”吃了闭门羹。

2023年好不容易靠《云之羽》赚回了点路人缘,但眼尖的观众发现,郭敬明把旗下演员丞磊、艾米、孙晨竣,以及他最器重的田嘉瑞,都安置在更精彩的副线里,让人不明所以。

郭敬明可能对自己有点自信过头,他天真地以为只要在已被市场验证的圈框中,输出换汤不换药的俗套故事,就能永远被粉丝追捧。

殊不知当下,经历了时代的风吹刀割——从星巴克喝回冰雪冰城、从金钱豹吃回19.9小火锅、从写字楼工位坐上滴滴主驾驶、从委身爱情到不再把爱情当做人生主线的普通人,心智变得早已“成熟不堪”。这让仍然在众人面前表演华丽与塑料感的郭导显得可笑。

图|中国快速城市化进程中,年轻一代在文艺作品中寻找身份认同和情感寄托

今年已经33岁的姚亮,是曾经一位追逐过小四的“郭敬明男孩”

2006年,当时还只有15岁的姚亮,在湖北一座县城里,翻看全班传阅的《最小说》。略显轻奢的主创生活手记里有写到,A作者新买了一件名牌衣服,B作者买了一杯星巴克。他在当中看到了自己向往城市的平行人生。

4年后,姚亮入选了由《最小说》主办的第二届“文学之新”写作新人选拔赛,一档作文版超女快男,评委包括刘震云、周国平、曹文轩等。赢得比赛,可以获得价值100万元的新人量身打造计划。

来自全国的45位海选选手在北京长江文艺出版社集合,走廊两侧布满摄像头,摆出明星走红毯般的阵仗。主办方给他们换上白衬衫,做好造型妆发,鼓舞这群青少年像身处名利场一样社交。

姚亮清楚记得,在第二轮选拔中,30位选手要依次走过一条漫长漆黑的走廊,每次“觐见”要走5分钟,宣布命运的导师就坐在走廊尽头的沙发椅上。

但很遗憾,姚亮最终没有走上郭敬明的路。最后他只领到了一句“答应我,你一定要永远写下去”的淘汰版台词。

当晚,15位晋级选手换上主办方提供的晚礼服,前往国贸一座高层大厦开庆功宴,香槟塔喝到醉醺醺。与这种灯红酒绿的生活失之交臂的姚亮,一度感到深深的挫败,在比赛前半段的捧杀铺垫之下,他觉得自己是个二流的人。

但现在十几年过去,曾经的郭敬明男孩姚亮,已回归成一名有着普通兴趣爱好与梦想的素人。他称自己早已走出了郭敬明心智,那句精心设计的淘汰语——“请你一定要写下去”,“也只能伤害到10年前的我了。”

当青年人与郭敬明在豪宅和老破小交叉的十字街口相遇,郭敬明仍然住在豪宅里,但青年人已经脱敏,注定彼此成为最熟悉的陌生人。

那一刻,郭敬明已几乎成为中国城市化浪潮下,一个自恋型书写却无人买单的牺牲者。

注:文中姚亮为化名

本文来自微信公众号“真故研究室”(ID:zhengulab),作者:孙玥,编辑:龚正,36氪经授权发布。


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